Imagine being in a room full of turrets. Now imagine, you think it could just be your schizophrenia. Now imagine that it may NOT be your schizophrenia. Now you know the turrets have a 2 second wake-up process. And you have a split moment to run for your life like you have been for what seems forever, from your own illusions, or try to understand they are'nt there and refuse to hide from your thought up shadows with dignity and pride, in a sick game where the only prize is waking up the next day to relive it again, and defeat is losing to the monster that killed your friends, and your pain was all for nothing... Once you get past the shallow end of the humor that is portal, its just deep.